And then you develop depression (and other FUN stuff) and it gets worse
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I'll be starting a new treatment soon (on waiting list), it will be the seventh treatment plan I will be starting and have been getting treatment for over a decade. First suicide attempt in 2009 (man I wish it would have worked).
I should start the new treatment with hope and optimism, but at this point I feel I tried almost everything and I don't think it's ever getting better.
But hey, maybe I'll get an aneurysm and die peacefully when I sleep tonight, wouldn't that be a blessing.