Monster96

joined 1 year ago
[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 8 points 2 hours ago (1 children)

Everytime I get a meal with vegetables I eat that first no matter what else is on the plate. I think of it working my way to the best part of the meal

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 10 points 2 days ago

The idea of being in a relationship scares me. I grew in a house where my parents had fights, sometimes violent but most times quiet and tense. My sister has had a few relationships where she had to physically take a gun away from her boyfriend. My closest aunty has an on/off relationship with her boyfriend. And, the rest of my family, with the exception of one or two of my aunts and uncles, are all either single or having relationship issues.

Who's to say that I won't be roped into that? I still have nightmares about the fights that still happen to this day. I cower everytime I hear someone raise their voice and I retreat back to my room whenever I feel that tension. I don't want my future spouse to go through something like that so I'd rather just stay alone.

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 7 points 1 week ago (1 children)

That's a coincidence. I remember getting shot right in the middle of my forehead with a pellet gun. My friends and I were playing at their house and were shooting pellet guns. I was leaning over a railing in the side of their house looking down to where my friend was shooting at. To this day I don't know how it happened, but I remember the pellet ricocheting straight up to where I was leaning over and hit me directly in the middle of my forehead. But, I don't remember feeling any pain or having a mark. I remember looking up at friends in surprise and that's it. If I had moved my head just a tiny bit further up or to the side, I probably would've lost one of my eyes. That's just one of the many times where I would've gotten a serious injury when I was a kid but somehow, I never did.

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 5 points 1 week ago

My family and my dream as cliched as it sounds

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 16 points 1 week ago

I think something this momental would make it so that the world won't allow us to forget even if the news does. Think about it. Imagine the fallout that would follow finding out that we're not alone in the universe, that there's something out there way smarter than us and have been in contact with our government. How did contact the government? How long have they been in contact? Are they here already? People would probably go a little bit crazy initially. Doomsday peppers would stock up, like what happened during covid, religious fanatics would probably go haywire because what if aliens had something to do with shaping religion? Then there's the scientific stuff. How are they comminicating? How can the government keep contact? There'd probably be people calling the government into question because how can they hide something so momental from is for however long they have? Then the other governments of the world to. What would they say? Would they be contact to? Would they start fighting because they're not in contact and want to be? I think the world would go crazy enough that'd we'd feel the effects for a while and definately longer than until Halloween.

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 17 points 1 week ago (3 children)

It's probably a coded message. Read it in the order of colors.

Jesus is rapture - 9-18-24 will on coming the happen.

It all makes sense!

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 6 points 3 weeks ago

Graduating from university and getting the news of my dad's diagnosis. I'm in the part of the story where everything goes wrong. Just waiting for the part where everything suddenly goes right.

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 6 points 3 weeks ago

The craziest story I have is how close I got to becoming part of a crazy story. It's odd now that I think about how my life seems to be censored. Back in high school I was part of a group of friends that would go out on the outskirts of my small hometown to play paintball. We'd play almost every weekend and I'd join them everytime. But, one weekend I didn't join because I think I had a cold or I was working or something. But, that one time I didn't join someone called the cops claiming that they were hearing gunshots going off. Someone called the cops on a bunch of high school kids and thus the cops showed up sporting shotguns and pistols. My friends had guns pulled on them. Luckily, the cops quickly realized what they were doing and left without any more trouble.

That was the one and only time I've almost experienced something even remotely crazy. That was maybe 8 or more years ago.

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 6 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

Treat others the way you'd like to be treated. When I call customer support, I don't get mad at the person because it's not their fault. If someone flubs up my order I don't say anything. I try to smile to everyone even though I don't want to. Even if I don't make their day better, I try to make it at least bearable.

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 21 points 3 weeks ago

The Saints Are Coming In My Ass

[–] Monster96@lemmy.world 6 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

I had a small switch on the back of the adapter that chose between channel 3 or channel 4

 

For example, I once saw a man throw his hat down in anger. He didn't stomp on it which was kind of a let down.

 

Actual video starts at 4:00

 

It's been almost 8 months since I graduated Uni. No one wants to hire a student with no experience. Been living in my parents basement for all that time. Been working nearly every single day trying to better myself for a job to no avail. Been drowning in debt for nearly 10 years. Mom hasn't been able to work due to health problems. Dad just diagnosed with the worst possible disease you can think about so he can't work. It all falls to me to work. Family had to resort to a social assistance to pay the basics requirement for bills. Owe Sister and aunts money. All my friends have moved away or too busy to talk or do anything. Last meaningful relationship, which entails just talking and doing nothing more, was about 5 years ago. And no matter what I do, who I turn to for help, how much I kill myself trying to get a job, how much I try to better this situation, it all ends up with another rejection email, another message left on read, another email with no response, and more debt that I can never repay back.

Yeah, I get why villains want to destroy the world in movies. The world sucks, everyone sucks, there's no good people in this world. Miracles don't exist, dreams are just imaginary, everyone doesn't care about you or what you're going through.

And like everything else I've tried doing to help, this won't get any attention. It seems like the universe forgot I existed or just made me to torment me. Because it just seems that I'm just a shadow in a dark place.

Forgotten and alone.

 

Since the game isn't quite finished yet I've resorted to making development logs on YouTube that goes over how I create different systems of my game. It's a 2.5D beat-em-up RPG that follows a hero looking for a lost prince.

https://youtu.be/ldrt0Q9ZHGM?si=2W0NzmlInslHXFJC

 

Since the game isn't quite finished yet I've resorted to making development logs on YouTube that goes over how I create different systems of my game. It's a 2.5D beat-em-up RPG that follows a hero looking for a lost prince.

https://youtu.be/ldrt0Q9ZHGM?si=2W0NzmlInslHXFJC

 
 

It was THIS close to becoming a demo

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