Asklemmy

It resonates a lot with my ongoing feelings. I couldn't agree more with the majority of your statements.

Initially when I opened your thread among a bunch of other Lemmy tabs (because threads usually vanish whenever I refresh the feed, so I open every thread which called my attention as background tabs so I can access them later), I did read "going rogue" as something as "going away from society", "leaving from society". Then I read your thread and realized what you meant by "going rogue".

Let me first digress on my initial idea: that of leaving society.

You see, back in the past, humans used to be hominids living among the woods, gathering and hunting for survival. Then, there was this groundbreaking discovery: the fire, either through a lightning strike which was witnessed by a hominid, or through a naive rubbing of stones above dry leaves. It was both a gift and a curse to the human kind.

Fire was a slippery slope, and what followed was just downhill. Fire allowed the hominids to look "fearsome" to other species. Fire allowed the hominids to roast their food and to boil water, which allowed cooked meal, which allowed their brains to better develop, which brought another curse: the damn sentience, the capability of better, deeper conceptualization and understanding of surrounding phenomena.

Humans couldn't be "free" anymore. We became chained, they became captivated by their own minds. Humans became dangerous to themselves and to those who surrounded them. There's this shadowy dark side of the cosmos within life (the chao ab ordo), it was awakened by the bright light of these flames, just like "the opposites attract each other". Humans became their own enemies, not just due to a the prey-predator dynamics from the Nature, but the vacuum of predators being abhorred and filled by ourselves.

My comment is already long, for I shall interrupt my retrospective here and return to the present time. Humans aren't even allowed to leave the cities and live among the woods again, gathering and hunting, we aren't allowed to do that anymore! I mean, yeah, there are the indigenous people, but the modern society came to them and assimilated them with those "modernities" just like Agent Smith assimilating the whole Matrix. Indigenous people were colonized and forced to become part of society, just like anyone of us were forced as soon as we were born (I mean, we weren't even aware of this thing, we were babies!!). We were unplugged from the raw Nature, we became artificialized, we became enslaved by both the society and by ourselves, by our pleasures, by our illusory will.

There's no solution... I guess. No human ideology, no technology, no Jesus Christ, no alien, no Batman, no Joker, no Superman, no one will save us from ourselves. The dark side is an inherent human thing, one could blame the hominid Prometheus, but it's actually just the chaos returning from the illusory order which emerged from the primordial chaos. It was always there since the beginning, within us. Let's say hello to the Darkness, our old friend and enemy!

Sorry if I sounded "doomerist". I'm actually "nihilist", for each one of us has an abyss inside of us, and, silly me, I once dared to gaze into my own abyss... 🤷