spiderwort

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People are painful to me. I find their presence painful. I've been this way since infancy. I created a suite of methods for keeping them away (methods like "passive-aggressive hostility"). These methods became deep habits. Later in life I hungered for company and couldn't figure out why I was so bad at it. I just recently realized what's up (thanks meditation). Do any of you relate?

 

It is variously called samatha, concentration meditation, anapanasati, silence, pacification and the technique of irritability. I like to call it shrinking.

Sometimes I'm asked how to do it. It's as straightforward as pushups. No rocket science here. And it's also as difficult as pushups. And the more you do it the better it gets. And there are depths beyond depths. If you want magic, power and a nice high, you can go wronger. And if you are a sperg then you have a definite leg-up.

Sit down in your meditation spot. Back straight. Breathe from your belly. Eyes closed. Relax.

Put your attention on the feeling of breath in the tip of your nose.

(Give the end of your nose a little pinch. Feel that? That's where you put it).

The game is to hold your attention on the tip of your nose without moving it.

You will get distracted. Your attention will get drawn to other things. You will have all kinds of interesting thoughts, feelings, etc. You will daydream.

Whenever you catch yourself doing that, put your attention right back on the tip of your nose again.

Keep it there as perfectly as you can.

That's it. That's the whole technique.

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do you meditate? (leminal.space)
submitted 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago) by spiderwort@leminal.space to c/asklemmy@lemmy.ml
 

It's hard to find people who do. There isn't a meditation community here so I made one ( !meditation@leminal.space )

Meditation is pretty great.

 

I mean, when you meditate?

I used to do half-lotus on a rolled up blanket. Now I use a seiza bench. It's great.

 

I do vipassana every day. It turns me into a big fluffy cloud, awarenessly speaking.

What's your technique and what are its effects upon you?