Lowbird

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[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 4 points 8 months ago (1 children)

So, I'm going to ignore more recent, much smaller instances of surprise to talk about The Darkness Outside Us by Eliot Schrefer., which ran me the fuck over with surprise in 2022-ish.

This book is marketed as gay YA romance. The cover, the blurb, everything makes it look like a light romance novel set in space, with maybe some space plot to go with the romance.

IT IS NOT THAT.

It's a mindfucky, philosophical, emotionally wringing rollercoaster of a scifi horror/thriller. Think 2001: A Space Odyssey or Interstellar. It's got that same sort of "small humans isolated in the sheer, terrifying vastness of space" vibe. But more horror, more tragedy, and sometimes incredibly upsetting.

There is gay romance there too, and it's an important part of the book (in the way that romance can be important in any literature without that making it romance genre per se), but advertising this book as straightforwardly gay romance is like advertising Interstellar as a family man movie while just ignoring all the epic space shots and the dramatic score and so on. It just boggles the mind that they did this.

Anyway, this book does have some flaws I can nitpick on a technical level in retrospect, but the thing is: I just don't care about them. This book wrung me out and haunted me for weeks after reading it (like, it kept popping into my head in the middle of doing completely unrelated things), yet it also left me feeling hopeful and more at peace with the inevitability of death.

I thought it was just gonna be a fun romance to escape into for a bit, and instead it's one of the few novels that has genuinely changed the way I see real life in a noticeable way. I still think about it sometimes, now over a year later. It's one of the best scifi books I've read in recent memory, along with the likes of the Murderbot books by Martha Wells and Exhalation by Ted Chiang (though these three are all very different than one another, and they are among my favorites for different reasons).

Going on like this about a book of course runs the risk that anyone who takes this recommendation and doesn't like it as much as I did might feel disappointed and over-hyped, but a) I can at least promise I mean all of this earnestly and b) it seems hard to get anyone to read a book advertised as gay YA romance unless they are already people who would be down for reading some gay YA romance.

The thought that this book may eventually end up lost to time because of its marketing pains me. Although I guess I can imagine why they did it, even though it's inaccurate for the contents; the queer YA romance readership is huge and this book seems to have done well with them, even though the goodreads reviews are as a result amusingly chock full of accounts like mine here.

Anyway, this book was very surprising.

[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 1 points 8 months ago

Biden literally circumvented congress twice to give Israel more weapons, using an unusual method that is not standard practice. He did not have to do this. No matter what comes out of his mouth, his actions put the lie to it.

I do agree the Republicans would probably be even worse, while simultaneously dropping the much needed Ukraine aid too. But Biden ain't tapping any breaks.

[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 16 points 8 months ago

Raccoons have hands. Close enough!

 

Title says it all, really.

Following the investigation, local prosecutors brought charges against two students for theft of advertising services. The little-known statute appears to only exist in Illinois and California, where it was originally passed to prevent the Ku Klux Klan from distributing recruitment materials in newspapers. The statute makes it illegal to insert an “unauthorized advertisement in a newspaper or periodical.” The students, both of whom are Black, now face up to a year in jail and a $2,500 fine.

“I have never seen anyone charged with theft of advertising,” said Elaine Odeh, a lawyer who formerly supervised public defenders in Cook County, Illinois, which includes Evanston, where Northwestern is based.

I ask anyone who stands against the ongoing crackdown on the free speech of anti-genocide protestors, or against the disproportionate criminalization of Black people and their speech, or for the freedom of the press and the freedom to parody, to consider signing this student-led change.org petition.

[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 6 points 9 months ago

Describing subjective art with numbers means it's objectively good now! No. >.<

Math, and even merely counting, as applied to the real world always has a human element intangled with it, even though people like to pretend otherwise. Like, you can't count apples without first deciding what an apple is, where the boundaries of that category are, and declaring them all to be equivalent for your purposes (e.g. one fresh apple = one barely still edible apple). The abstraction of it adds subjectivity.

Anyway the relationship of math with music is interesting nonetheless. It just doesn't have to be about making art objective somehow.

[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 3 points 9 months ago (2 children)

They do have a lot more soft power over the government than many give them credit for though, plus some (so far) unused actual power that they only don't use by tradition (which these days is more clearly a bad idea to rely on than ever). Plus all there's all that money that goes into the pageantry of it (royal weddings, etc).

I feel like it's be one thing to let them keep their royal titles, but they shouldn't be enmeshed with the state in any actual way imo.

[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 7 points 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago) (1 children)

The article does say that, but the source paper the article links to says this in the Abstract:

Thus, we set out to mechanically render cerebral hemodynamics fully regulable to replicate or modify native pig brain perfusion. To this end, blood flow to the head was surgically separated from the systemic circulation and full extracorporeal pulsatile circulatory control (EPCC) was delivered via a modified aorta or brachiocephalic artery. This control relied on a computerized algorithm that maintained, for several hours, blood pressure, flow and pulsatility at near-native values individually measured before EPCC. Continuous electrocorticography and brain depth electrode recordings were used to evaluate brain activity relative to the standard offered by awake human electrocorticography. Under EPCC, this activity remained unaltered or minimally perturbed compared to the native circulation state, as did cerebral oxygenation, pressure, temperature and microscopic structure. Thus, our approach enables the study of neural activity and its circulatory manipulation in independence of most of the rest of the organism.

And nothing whatsoever about physically removing the brain from the body. It's teeechnically separated from the body's circulatory system - with the experimental, artificial connection replacing the natural one between tthe body's circulatory system and the brain's blood flow - but that really seems to be it.

The article is extremely misleading and only barely connected to the actual study, in short.

I'm personally gonna add Popular Mechanics to my internal list of pop sci rags that can't be trusted.

[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 1 points 9 months ago (1 children)

You do realize that lemmy contains very many users, many of whom disagree on any number of things. You are randomly assigning the opinions of lemmy's pirate users to a random commenter without evidence that they actually hold those opinions, because it'd be convenient for you if they're contradicting themself in any way (though the degree to which that would be a contradiction is also arguable). It's just a way of constructing a strawman instead of engaging with your interlocutor's actual words.

Also, part of the problem is that these LLMs very often do directly copy and spit out articles and random forum posts and etc word-for-word verbatim, or it'll do something that's the equivalent of a plagiarist who swaps a few words around in a sad attempt to not get caught. It becomes especially likely depending on how specific the search is, like if you look for a niche topic hardly anyone has written extensively on or for the solution to an esoteric problem that maybe just one person on a forum somewhere found an answer to. It also typically does not even give credit or link to its sources.

Plus, copyright law, if it exists, must apply to everyone, including major coporations. That's a separate issue than whether or not copyright law needs reform (it obviously does). If you wanna abolish copyright, fine, ok, get it abolished through the government. But while copyright law is still the law, I'm not ozk with giving magacorps a pass to break it legally, especially when they're more than happy to sue random, harmless individuals for violating their own copyrights. They want the law not to apply to them because they're rich.

The argument they're making is just ridiculous on its face when you compare it to other crimes. If AI should be allowed to violate copyright because otherwise it can't exist as it is, then anyone should be able to violate copyright because otherwise their cool projects won't be able to exist. And I should be able to rob a bank because otherwise I won't have all that money. You should be able to commit murder because otherwise your annoying coworker will keep bugging you. She should be able to walk out of a store with an iPhone without paying for it because otherwise she won't have an iPhone. Etc. It's an argument that says the criminal's motivations are legal justification for the crime. "You should let me legally do the thing because otherwise I can't do the thing" is just not a convincing argument in my book.

[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 6 points 9 months ago (1 children)

Thank you for your continued efforts

[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 8 points 9 months ago (1 children)

It seems a smidge absurd to me that some people apparently expect that death row convicts won't fight it, I must admit. Of course he fought it. He was terrified.

A method doomed to be painful because the convict inevitably fights it is still painful, and it can't be deemed "okay" by blaming the convict for it as if he had any choice in the matter when fight-or-flight kicked in. It's yet another failure in a long string of similar execution failures.

[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 3 points 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago)

I think you're right. If psychological torture is torture - and if things alont the lines of sleep deprivation, solitary confinement, and so on amount to such - then the psychological experience of being condemned to death, then while in prison fighting through appeal after appeal after appeal for years and being condemened again and again but still having that small sliver of hope, then finally (for those who aren't ruled innocent or insane somewhere in that process) being marched to your end, must be torture too. Compared to that, a few moments of pain at the very end seems so small as to be beside the point.

Any improvement is an improvement, but there keep on being these news stories about "aha, we have finally found the way to do this painlessly!" that repeatedly don't end up panning out for one reason or another. Even this relatively small improvement in the lot of death row convicts seems totally illusive.

[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 1 points 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago)

Idk that I agree with Nitrogen leaks being a big concern - I don't know enough for certain to say one way or another really - but supposing they are a risk, regardless I think the biggest risk to the executioners or viewers is the psychological one.

Even convulsions after death that truly aren't experienced by the convict can still greatly disturb the people who see them. Plus, in general, the psychological toll of systematically killing people who can't fight back as one's 'mundane' job. It's gotta fuck people up. Maybe along the lines of how drone pilots - who effectively go to war, but who aren't surrounded by fellow soldiers all the time like regular soldiers, but instead who go home every to friends and family who aren't at war, causing prolonged feelings of alienation and separation that tend to hit regular soldiers only after they come home from deployment - end up with a lot of ptsd problems.

[–] Lowbird@beehaw.org 8 points 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago) (1 children)

It does tell you that it's been changed, though. You can typically still go and play the original game. And it enables the people affected by -isms to enjoy it when sometimes said -isms would pull them out of it for them otherwise.

And it's not like the original intent was for people to be distracted by what would have, to the developers, have likely seemed a small or unquestioned detail. We can never truly approach a game the way its original audience did anyway because culture changes so much, and a large part the experience you have with art is what you bring to it. Thus why graphical updates can make the game look like you remember it, even though it now looks much prettier. I think these sorts of updates can be similar to that.

Granted, it's harder to access the original game because of hardware. But even so, a lot of original intent is always lost in the process of making a remaster. I'd argue "for modern audience" updates tend to be less of a departure than changes in visual design (the different lighting in the various Myst remasters that changes the mood, the extra foliage in Shadow of the Colossus remasters) or mechanics updates (the ability to control Resident Evil like a regular game instead of via tank controls).

Edit: I think my ideal scenario would be if remasters include "modern audience" updates of all kinds, to make the game as enjoyable for new players as possible, but also that the originals be made more easily available such as by legalizing or sanctioning emulation for old games.

 

Examples include: Scary Game Squad, Gamegrumps, Team Double Dragon, and the like.

I just find let's plays a lot more entertaining when multiple people are playing and chatting than when it's just one person rambling. But these are weirdly hard to search for!

 

As the title says. I'd like to track my movie/tv watching like I do my reading, if anyone knows of a good site for this?

I know I could just track it on my own with paper or an offline spreadsheet or app, but the social aspect of stuff like goodreads (and now bookwyrm) is important to me.

 

I have a lot of time to fill with audio, but audiobooks are challenging for me because I have trouble paying attention consistently enough and processing physical descriptions fast enough to keep up with the narrator. I end up losing my place or having to rewind a lot. Slowing down playback doesn't help/introduces other problems.

I'm also easily put off by narrators that have repetitive quirks (e.g. ending every sentence like it's a question, or doing goofy voices) or that read in such a flat and consistent way that it becomes droning. So my preference, by far, is for narrators who basically act the book like they're in an audio drama or a movie. This seems more often the case for first person books.

On a similar note, audiodramas with full casts and music or sound effects are especially welcome.

I'm looking for something short because that makes it much more likely I'll finish. Long series are fine though if each book ends well, not on cliffhangers.

YA and even middle-grade are fine.

I'll also take "so bad it's good" suggestions.

Scifi and fantasy are my usual go-to's, but I'll take any genre, especially since adult fantasy and scifi usually has too much description for my audiobook tastes.

Horror would be good. Or maybe a comedy? Something gripping. Page-turners.

Basically I just really need something entertaining but snappy and very easy to follow, with a narrator who sounds like they're acting instead of like they're reading a script.

I'm already aware of actual play d&d podcasts - those are sometimes great, but I can get tired od them after a while and I'd like to find more variety/options with this post.

Thank you for any suggestions!

 

I thought the ADHD meds shortage was more than awful enough on its own, but holy crap this is horrifying.

Apparently the current shortage is in large part because an Indian drug manufacturer that was "was supplying the U.S. with half of its cisplatin, half of its methotrexate, 20 percent of its carboplatin" was investigated by the FDA last November, and it was found that quality control and safety measures was neigh nonexistent. Purity and dosage were thus unreliable. And since these drugs are injected directly into the bloodstream rather than digested, even a little contamination with bacteria or other harmful substances can be very, very bad.

There are hospitals rationing cancer drugs right now, lowering dosages or denying them altogether:

"Currently, what I’ve heard from a lot of oncologists is that hospitals around the country are trying to make this work, and they’re succeeding, but just. Sometimes they are lowering the dose that patients receive. Sometimes they are spreading out the doses over longer intervals. They’re really doing everything they can to make their meager supplies last for as long as possible. They’re pulling every string possible to get more of these drugs. But some of the oncologists have told me that their colleagues are starting to have to ration care. Some of them are having to ration care themselves. An oncologist named Patrick Timmins, who’s a gynecologic oncologist, told me that at his hospital, he can treat people who come in with primary ovarian cancer who just had a new diagnosis, but he no longer can offer these drugs to people with recurrent cancer, because he doesn’t have enough. Even though giving them cisplatin, or carboplatin, might really help to improve their quality of life, might give them a lot more months, or even years, of good-quality life."

This slate article is mostly an interview transcript; I found it worth the read, although I wish they had at least mentioned the concept of socialized/single-payer healthcare in their discussion, or that they talked about what might be feasible to do about the current shortage in the short term instead of just about how to change the system to avoid future shortages.

 

Ublock Origin is an obvious one, but I also can't stand not having Foxy Gestures anymore. It adds customizable mouse gestures, so you can set it up to have easy swipes to go back a page, reload a page, close a tab, etc, and it feels wonderful and smooth to use compared to just using the traditional buttons to do everything. Honestly it's kinda wild to me that this isn't more popular now that people are so used to phone gestures. It's good for the same reasons!

 

I don't mean Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom style "this game kind of asks to be broken and have its puzzles circumvented as a feature" stories, but more stuff like:

  • playing GTA while obeying all the traffic rules

  • playing Fortnite as a pacifist like in that one John Green youtube series on Hank Green's gaming channel

  • a group inventing its own rules within a multiplayer game

  • driving around the race track backwards

  • collecting all the cabbages in skyrim and storing them in your house and having that be the only goal you care about

  • playing single player games as multiplayer ones

  • playing games that aren't in a language you speak, and trying to understand it and its story and mechanics

  • playing a game with a wacky or unintended controls setup

  • self-assigning extra goals, like achievement hunting in ye olden days before achievements/trophies in the modern sense were a thing

And anything else along those lines.

Or your own personal speedrunning stories, too, especially if they're funny, even though speedrunning has become its own big meta-game thing at this point, so most speedrunning is speedrunning done correctly/as intended in a way. Have any of you done speedrunning "incorrectly" somehow?

 

Petz 5 gameplay video (I just snagged the top youtube search result): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Hn4z1RYlrU. Just look how cute these pixels are :D

Basically you just... have some digital pets. You pet them, feed them, play with them, and breed them to create more pets that turn out as a convincing-enough mix of the two parents. That's it. There are in-game environments, but also a mode that lets your petz wander around your desktop - I never used it much, but hey.

There is also some interesting video game history around the way they designed the pets to be made of balls, and what that allowed them to do, but I'm not qualified to explain that and can't remember where I heard about it.

The only modern similar thing I'm aware of is Desktop Goose, which admittedly is also pretty dope (and a great way to prank your buddies, just sayin'). https://samperson.itch.io/desktop-goose

And I guess, almost, pokemon? Sort of? Not really. But it at least has that "collect cute animals" element to it.

Remember Neopets? I kinda wish I'd gotten more into that when it was a thing lol.

I think perhaps games like this have just fallen into the pit that "girly" games in general have fallen into, where that entire market is ignored by developers/publishers. The (by vast majority) men who are in charge think girls don't care about game quality, or that parents won't pay for it, or that girls barely play games at all (and ofc ignoring any self-fulfilling prophecy), so they just churn out cheap junk, if they do anything targeted to that segment at all. It's dumb and it doesn't have to be this way. But it's the same reason we still don't have high quality horse games, except for games like Zelda and Red Dead Redemption 2 and Shadow of the Colossus that have horses that are more developed/involved than in most games but still aren't the main focus of the game.

I'm not saying we should have more gendered marketing - no thanks - but entire categories of games have been thrown in the can because they're perceived as being girly. None of these categories have to be presented or marketed in a gendered way, nor would they be inherently bad in games - men and boys could easily enjoy them too.

Just look at how many games involve "character customization" that is just another way of saying dress-up at the end of the day (gotta have that 'don't show helmet' button, and clothes dying, and special versions of armor that just look slightly different but have the same stats!), or at wildly popular games like Animal Crossing, Stardew Valley, and Minecraft, which feature a lot of homemaking and decorating. Just look at the fact that if a dog is in a game, you'd better be able to pet the dog, because near everyone wants to pet the dog.

I'd be absolutely shocked if a really high quality horse game couldn't be equally popular, especially given how much many men and boys also like the horses when they've appeared in games where they aren't the focus (and on the rare occasion when they almost are - so many people got so attached to Agro in Shadow of the Colossus). And there are veritable hordes of horse-loving women and girls (and some men and enbies among them too) who have been yearning for good horse games for YEARS.

Heck, a horse game could be anything from a "take long rides through relaxing forests, maybe with a bit of a pokemon snap element" to "sports management game but with race horses this time" to "tricksy sports sim, or local co-op QWOP/Octodad-alike, about dressage or barrel racing or horse jumping" to "you're a messenger in a fantasy universe and you've gotta go fast but also cooperate with and not exhaust your horse, while managing your resources and time, and your horse actually has some personality and isn't just a car with legs".

This video from Moon Channel, run by a lawyer who normally talks about copyright law re. video games, does a good job of making this argument more thoroughly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-BtmNI-xTbQ.

Anyway. Originally I only meant to talk about Petz, but the post kinda ran away from me. C'est la vie.

 

For a long time, a tiny handful of sites, especially reddit and other social media and youtube, have dominated my idea of the internet, and I'd love to change that and find cool new places.

 

And what specifically makes it special, appealing, or interesting to you?

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