Gaming

Objective numbers: Steam tells me my most player game is Tabletop Simulator, but that one doesn't really count since it's lots of different games. My second most played game is still Destiny 2 at 285 hours, despite the fact that I stopped playing years ago. My most played non-steam game – also my most played game by quite a large margin – is Final Fantasy XIV, at 990 hours.

My favorite game I've played so far this year has been Citizen Sleeper, and that took me around 13¼ hours. Pentiment is probably my second favorite of the year, and that one took like 16¾ hours. I've done one playthrough of Disco Elysium and at 33¾ hours that one was starting to feel a bit long. Webbed was a really fun experience that felt nice and bite sized, and that one got 7½ hours. The most memorable game I played last year was probably Before Your Eyes, and that game is about two hours long!

Subjective thoughts and feelings: These days I much prefer games that keep themselves contained. I've got one big game I'm investing a lot of time in (FFXIV), but that's over the course of years and also a game played with friends, which I feel changes the dynamic. For solo games I look for things that tell a compelling story or offer a compelling gameplay experience, and don't feel the need to pad out gameplay to 200 hours (so most AAAs are kinda out for me these days).

I'm just busier these days than I used to be. Most nights when I get home from the lab I've got 4, maybe 5 hours free if I have leftovers and don't need to cook, there are no chores, I don't need to go grocery shopping, etc. Some nights I'll want to use those hours playing FFXIV with my friends. Some nights I'll want to work on other hobbies. Some nights I'll just be tired and want to lay down to read or watch someone else play some games on YouTube.

So even though a game like Disco Elysium only took a bit under 34 hours to finish, that was spread over like a week of evenings dedicated only to playing that game. I will admit to having lost sleep for Citizen Sleeper (ironically); I beat that one in about 2 days despite the length, because it was compelling enough to really not want to put it down. And Webbed I beat in its entirety in one long weekend day (plus coming back the next day to 100% it, something I almost never do anymore).